friday, finally

Dear Bloggie,

It's the FRIDAY! My long awaited weekend is here!

I had only a mere 4.5hours of sleep last night. Although short, i guessed it was worth it. After a 2 hours chat with Gennz, some things were put into the picture and a new perspective was 'created'. Well, I have no idea when will be the next time both of us will chat again, given that she LOVES to travel around and is M.I.A most of the time. She's the 'UNcontactable'. *sigh* Can someone explain to me, how this lady can get such a 1)great job that she adores that 2)pays her so much salary and even 3) allowed her to know her current sweet & gentle and rich boyfriend. Well, i guessed she's worth all it takes for the guy to sacrifice. Of course, it will definitely take me another 10 years to become who she is today. Perhaps, Gennz is just talented. Like a fairytale, she is. She was such a perfect sister and friend. Sometimes, she seemed to be someone imaginery just because I cannot find flaws with her.

Whatever it is, yesternight could be the last conversation we had till... another one many many months/years down the road again. In comparison, i'm so fking immature. Despite my childish whining about school stuff and workload, internship, future job choices and many many random stuff under the moon, she had the patience to listen (alth half the time she was not on the webcam/ my screen and was moving around in her room, listening to me over the internet). I was talking 80% of the time. *cough cough*

Some lessons learnt and i hope i'm able to put it into ACTION (saying has ALWAYS been the easier option):
1) I want to stay near my parents and be 'xiao4 sun4' them.
2) Stop running away!
--> from lousy professor
--> from boring readings
--> yada yada.. in short just problems la ok? i never like to face them. yawnn.
3) Sleep before 12.30am.
4) Must meet up with friends despite how busy the sch schedule is.
--> i'm glad i did not attempt to cancel my meet-up with qiannie today. I was carrying alot of things, resulting in a
heavy bag and lousy mood with a heavy burden in my heart. All i could think of was to go home and sleep! But because
i want to meet qiannie, so i went to TRY and study in the hss lib till 6.10pm before leaving for JP.)
5) Be less self-centered. "Just when you felt that ur fren had upset you, have you wondered that you could have upset ur fren on more occasions than u had?". Facial expressions, tone, words choice, etc. (This sounds so 214 manz.)
6) many many more but i can't rmb when it was already 2 or 3 am in the morning.
7) yada yada...


Hope i can do it. Don't know how long it will take me to reach the 'zui gao jing jie'. HAHA!

I didn't have an excellent day today. The weather was being so kind to the 'pigs' for the snoozing season. Had much difficulty in dragging my shaggy body outa bed to prepare for sch. Funds on my ez-link was running out so fast and I had forgotten to top-up. No $$ to print notes. :( My stomach was grummbling and so requested milk buddy to help me buy white chip cookie (she gave me a treat. hoho) to temporaily fill up my stomach, hoping to get a late lunch after the lessons.

The 2nd 301 lesson was just as bad or worse than the 1st lesson. I really wished so damn hard that ntu could revise and review its hiring policies. *rolls eyes* 205 wasn't any better. I was confused. Maybe i've become dumber. Hope that i won't and will never become the dumbest! In short, this semester sucks! Wasn't as optimistic anymore as the day before the semester had begun. Yes yes yes. i must learn to persevere and stop complaining/whining. (who can manz?!)

After the lessons had end, i felt so defeated and wished some food would appear and energize me. Yet, i knew i needed to print my $8 worth of notes and had to borrow cashcard from HL. Proceeded to the FAL and did the necessary printing. While the printer was zapping in and out the papers (output), got this technician ah neh come n dabble with the printer i was using and STOPPED the processing and printing of mine. TMD ASSHOLE FKTD! I stoned for a minute, half hoping the ah neh would come and fix it back and half hoping the printer will magically run on its own and continue its original job. Unfortunately, NO! So, after that 1 minute of stoning and some impatience stares from the guy who was queueing behind me (HAHA! who asked that guy so dumb to queue behind me), i attempted to 'resume' the printing job and tada! [idiotic ah neh!].

After HL had come and finished her printing job and HS had bought her tb from popular, we went back to sem room to find xinni. Initially had wanted to go canteen B to grab a bite with HS, but she had to leave earlier to meet her friends. So plan was aborted and i went to the library to do abit of reading for 301 (boring shit of crap! was complaining abt it to jin and vice versa).

Stomach was growling while i was in the library. It was quite embarrassing given that the library was so quiet and there was this girl in front of me. HAHA! She seemed so familar and i seemed to have seen her somewhere before. Eagerly waiting for 6pm plus to come, i could leave the library finally for JP! Met qiannie only at ard 7pm plus and had our dinner at NYNY. THe dinner was so sinfully satisfying! My hawaiian chicken chop and mudpie! qiannie had a crispy chicken burger. yummylicious! Undeniably, it was fattening too. HAHAHA! At least the dessert has brighten up my evening!

After dinner, went to BYSI for a while but qiannie cldnt find her jacket. So, we left for home as both of us are already very tired and the dinner was so rich that both of us feel like slping right away! LOL! Made a pact to try the korean food @ FEAST @ JP the next time we arranged for dinner!

Alright, i've just spent 1 hour blogging about today, with no interesting details. Sorry to have bored you. HAHA!
GTG! goodbye bloggie!


Love,
Jessica