friends used to be a good source of motivation..

since when did this source become one that demoralises?

i was just reflecting.

Was it my far 'too practical' character? or your 'over-demanding' wants?

Was it my wilful princessy attitude? or your 'too-down-to-earth' mentality?

Or, have us changed, differently?

i guessed this should be the main reason.

We all change. No 1 can comment who has changed for the better. it's subjective.

The boy who used to be the smartest & quietest & most 'guai', now has an 'ah beng' feel, with a shiny ear stud on his ear. surprisingly stunned.

Ironically, i know that everyone changes differently, but i'm superrrr reluctant to accept this truth.

this is one of my life paradox.

AND!! now, i need to find my new goal in life. life's getting too mundane. with attachment. with school(starting in a month's time or so).

yes. i've been procastinating my plans for 1.5months alr. HAHA. wondered if Huimin has gone for the trial class already not. LOL =x

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