*sighs*

i totally miss you.
how do i describe how much i miss the life i spent with u?
hall 3 block B level 4 room (shit i 4got my rm no. was it 12?!)

okie. basically, last week ended with ALOT of work to do. perhaps i didn't allocate my time properly, i still didnt manage to finish the hwk required for this week. hope no names calling or i'll perish.

i spent the whole fri night n sat reading company law tb n attempting to read the thick external readings, but one of the copy was abit too cheem to understand n i gav up on company law. acctg tutorial i left the last qn blank. i dun even know what's required.

basically, i juz simply spent my sat watchin tv n do some readings n chattin online. enjoyed the leisure.


sunday

went expo city harvest church to support carmel. It's a lil far, but i felt that my presence will make a difference to her. at least, she personally wished that i wld turn up. n so, that take priority over anything else on a sunday.
but mayb the worse thing was to lose sleep on sat night when i hav to wake up early at 7am the nxt morning. HAHA. but still, i dragged myself outta bed n changed n took a ride from dad's to bbatok mrt. all the wayyyyy to expo. met Germaine n waited for Carmel's fren, ShuXuan. n off we went in to expo hall 7. *brrr* very cold. met the same old frenly bunch of carmel's cell grp mates. yeah, the forever cocky crappy funny guys and gentle sweet ladies of the group. yup, they r reali very nice. =)

walked 1 big round n then, get the seats. sat beside shuxuan n chatted a lil with her. acty, it's oni my 2nd time meeting her. Being the frenly me, i juz talk to her lor. HAHA. den later another of SX's n carmel's fren, shijie, arrived halfway during the songs praising or sth. not too sure thou. haha. then followed by a short while of preaching by the pastors. then finally the graduation ceremony for the Bible School aka School of Theology(SOT). oh my, i acty rmbed. haha. alrite. it was rather quick. Lee Carmel, den ..... followed by Yeo DiWei. haha. Carmel was too short, her graduation gown looked too big for her.

(anw, i like to attend graduation ceremonies. if oni tt time i had the chance to attend sokfong's one at SP. but the timing clashed. so cldnt make it.)

oh, there was oso these dances from the ministry of dance or sth frm church. quite interesting. got indian dance somemore. HAHA. anw, the graduates were acty from all ard de place, taiwan,hongkong,japan,Indonesia and of coz singapore. n i felt tt the best thing was tt, the graduates with good academic results were sponsered on a conference trip to KOREA! lol. fun leh~ hahaha

okay. anw, after tt was photo taking session la. haha. but i didnt reali hav the chance to take photo with carmel. bcoz somehow i was busy chatting with the cell group leader, Yating n Zek. n Carmel was busy posing with others. n Diwei looked tired. haha. i guessed both of them r juz abit burnt out?

okie. then it was juz simply slacking at expo foyer 3. waiting for the main lead to come out. bcoz they hav to return their graduation gown. if nt muz pay $$$. den while waiting, took some photos, with Germaine n Louisa.

Yeah. as i had guessed it rightly, Louisa was from SOT, CHC. lol. i saw her name appeared during the Ceremony. but she was juz simply shocked to see me. haha.




Me n Germaine!




tis is Louisa!
She's acty oso DiWei's SOT teammate. LOL. so coincidental la. haha


the other photos are with the cell group n shuxuan. n so i'm waiting for carmel to send me when she's free. =)


so slacked for nearly 1h at the foyer b4 they decided to have lunch.
So Zek went to retrieve his car. 6 girls squeezed into his car. 5 at the back, including me. HAHAHA. intially we thought it was alrite bcoz we're gg to Bedok. But worried abt the lunch hr crowd, we decided to go Eunos. but 4got that it was raining elephants n lions. No shelter at Eunos! rahh! so changed destination to Marina Sq, with ShijiA reading the road directory n directing Zek, with additional aid from the samsung GPS system of Zek's.

i was lucky coz got once got the hump, i nv kena head again. HAHA.
we were on the road for nearly 1 hour b4 we reached marina sq la! haha.
n i life Zek's car. quite a no. of gadgets. LOL!
so had our late lunch at the foodcourt.
den after eating, we had our unintentional stroll, bcoz Zek had 4gotten where he parked his car. LOL!

We combed the whole of red zone parking area at basement 1. but cldnt find his car! den the stoning Carmel suddenly reminded us that we cld be at the wrong level! so Shijia went to clarify with Zek. den yeah, we went up 1 level to check. the car was juz right outside the escalator area. DIoNks! LOL. it was juz so funny la. i tink no 1 expect level 1 to be a carpark ba.

RIGHT wEIQI??!! LOL


anw, it was still raining aftr we left Marina sq. Zek dropped Isabel off at cityhall mrt. den ShiJia at clementi busstop. Carmel at her house downstairs. Sheila and i at JE mrt.

Oh sth happened at Carmel's housing void deck. yeah la. it's partly our fault tt we took too long to leave the sheltered area. undeniable. but there's this rather old woman, came down from the car behind n started shouting "BLOODY HELL LA! SO INCONSIDERATE! TAKE THE WHOLE SHELTER N IT'S RAINING!" but i bochap n juz got back to the car n Zek drove off. diAo. nid to scream until like tt meh. juz cum over n tell us to get lost n i'll apologize la. zZzZ

reached home in the evening. very tired n slpt the night off.



Monday

mayb bcoz i slpt too deeply ytd. i woke up with a bad backache. sien. n i kept coughing in the morning. *sighs* when will i ever recover/ the weather is so damn cold la. hais!

had the morning acctg lecture. after tt, went to sell my fm tb for $28 . not sure if i overpriced it. but the buyer is quite cute la. HAHAHA =X

den after tt, had lunch with xiaoli at can B. Den we went to search for HSS library. a very good place to snuggle. it's so cozy. 'loving it!!! but the seats r limited but sofas r empty. ther's no seats for me n xli. so we camped at the sofa n read our notes until some ppl finali decided to leave. haha. i stayed there to study until 6pm but xli left at 4pm plus. mayb i shld hav left earlier. it was so danm cold inside! but the toilets r fun. AHAHAH =X

o saw some familiar faces in hSS lib. 1st was Sweedy, den Zek n lastly jackson. haha!


i miss hall

i reali reali miss my hall life. i know i shldnt b regretting it now. it's too late. but i dun reali hav a choice either.

i miss softball. i miss ballroom latin dance. i miss my hall mates. i miss mahjong-ing with them. i miss de night bathing session with charis. i miss painting the banners(desperate). yeah. i miss de suppers n ppl knocking at my door.

*sighs* life's so happening. yet i'm stucked with a boring mundane life in sch. this shldnt b so in university. i hate the GPA system. it's all bcoz of it. i hate the fact tt i dun dare to drive. RAHHH!

mayb jianyi had a better theory. he said i was emo over such trivial things prove tt i hav a lack of very serious things to emo over, which i suppose was a good thing? HAHA.

anw, pretty thanks to those who were concerned when they saw my emo msn personal nick. coz i was REALLY upset n emo n reali needed someone to say HI n be abit more emphathetic n console me. Undeniably, i was very wu liao to be emo over such stuff la. but my life was juz too boring to hav serious things happening.


anw. shit. after 1.5h. my acctg not finished. company law readings nt done yt. bags nt packed. room in a mess. *sigh* wad a way to end my day.

o. i duno if this is good news still. i got into CURL volunteer subcom. n there's meetings coming up. *sighs* i dint expect this.

alrite. tts it.

i'm gg off to do wad's needed.

nites all.

thank you for staying with me until this moment. u can click de cross at the top right corner now.

see u.!
(hopes there's no complications or negative feelings over that issue. it was unintentional. ppl, let's all be more forgiving n emphathetic alrite.)