i almost finished revision for biz law.
attempted an exam paper. don't know how to start, got stucked for very long. thinking it will b horrible if i canot do anithing tmr. den i tried harder and come up with my ans. comparing with the examiners' reports, its so different.

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well. duno wad i've been studyin for either. feel like giving up. in fact, sometimes i wonder i study so hard, so much for wad, when i know tt i'll nv get an A somehow. n so wad if i reali get an A for my modules? it's still mean n o t h i n g in one way or another.

i juz watched the arena 2 on chn 5. n i felt tt, alth i'm a student at uni level, i pale in comparison when i watched those erm, jc students ( today was hci against an american sch) making their debate, so confidently and full of knowledge.

W H A T am i?
to tink tt i've been watchin free videos on youtube for so long, n i didnt realised tt google actually acquired it? at the split moment, i felt very ignorant.

i asked, what else m i capable of, other than mugging (which doesnt reali lead to the expected results sometimes).



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