terrified

i've no idea. but i feel cold.


aniwae. yea. failed my 2.4km run. kinda expected it tt i'll fail. it's a lil of disappointment plus joy na. coz my classmates shld realise tt i've been skipping pe lessons. due to my back injury n windpipe infection na. n surprisingly, i manage to get a 17.41 ytd for the run. lol. 1st run was 26min, 2nd run was 20 sth. n now ard 18. wow. lol. yea. i wanna giv it a try. yea. alth i dun reali WISH to run. but i tink i can do it. at least make it to 1730 ba. but again, if i had paced up with veronica ytd, perhaps i can pass~ LOls
i just wanna prove that i can do it. nth else.

if tml weather is good. n my mood is right. i guess i'll go for a run after sch. if oni there's no practical tml. perfect. i hate practicals na.

my plan for tis wkend. if fri got sushi, i'll go. den i'll catch a night movie with my family. den sat evening catch another movie. yeap. long time no watch movie le. my tutor Ziyen actuali told mi tt jc is the last chance u reali get to play. lol. i've no idea y she said tt. but i decide to take a short break. yea.

n nxt wkend is a long one! intending to go sentosa wit tammie n jolynn n xli. hope they can make it. n hope nth to wrong. n hope my menses dun crash on tt day. haha! wad craps. hope tt day dun rain.

tml got chem assigmt test. i totally got no mood to study for it now. feel like sitting in a corner n stone oni. in fact i've been stoning in school after tam n kh left. den marilyn came over n gav mi a shock. lol.

stonee.... there's so much "if only.." going on in my head. non stop. if oni i live in fairy tales rite... almost all stories hav a happy ending. lols. wonder how the badminton team did todae.. wonder how the netball team did..

i like the song 心愿 by sun yanzi. =)

[peiwen]: dun b too upset n depressed n stressed over badminton le k?! i knoe u've been putting in efforts. doing things tt i can nv do. i definitely wont b like u, who actualli make it a point to run every evening. lol.
[marilyn]: take it easy k~ smile =)