it pains me..

it pains me so much..

when my fren is sick, yet i'm not a doctor
when my fren is sad, yet i dont know wad happen
when my fren is in trouble, yet i cant help

especially when one's down, yet one is alone to face it.

chatted wit sJ kor after wishing him happi birthday. it's been long since we talked. den i realise tt most guys keep things to themselves. it's somehow not abt the big EGO in guys. but they sometimes juz feel stupid saying out their troubles. how true is tt. i duno. but i'm miserable now too. coz i felt redundant despite much re-assurance from ppl. hais.

hav any1 ever realise that, when u're upset, someone else is even more heartbroken. it's not just you. coz the world doesnt revolve ard u only.