i tink it's juz pms

i'm feeling tired tis whole freaking wk. it's a farking week.
it's juz as bad as last fri. zzz
i tink i'm studying too hard.. stretching over my limits le. stressing myself out too far. doing unproductive studying oni wears me out while nth gets into my brain. dat's y i'm losing sleep at nite. feeling so slpy in sch dat i keeps dozing off in lessons. n my mind seem to freeze most of the times during tutorials. duno y too.

recently i've been irritated easily too. just even by the slight n minor things. even the attitude of a teacher pissed me off. m i being over sensitive tis period of time? i guess so. but i juz help it. losing control over my emotions le. ppl juz didnt see the way i m when i'm away frm sch.
i'm sorri if i'm being over sensitive n getting paranoid over slight things. i juz can't help it. is tis really my nature? will the book "who moved my cheese?" help me b more optimistic? skeptical thou..but hoping it does make some changes to my life? or is it just tis wk dat is extremely bad for me?

actually i know alot alot of things.. thingss that been going on behind my back. but i chose to ignore them coz i choose to believe that i'm juz being paranoid n sensitive.. isnt tis a better n happier n healther way to do it?

but still.. i'm now sticking to my beliefs and do wad i believe is right too.. i'm learning to fight back alreadi.. alth i'm been tied down by my home strict curfews.. but it doesnt mean that i'm a totally fragile n spoilt girl.. i knoe tis is how many people see me as..but i also knoe most of them r joking oni. hahas. they r juz being blunt with their words. of coz canot blame ppl.. coz i'm also alwaes v blunt with my opinions..especially to my mentor.. but it doesnt matter as long as i knoe wad i'm doing. bcoz i realised that i'm feeling down most of the time bcoz i've lost my stand.. so at least now i knoe my another weakness.

hais. it's actualli heart wrenching to see ppl like me getting irritated so easily. in my opinion, people who r pessimistic, r rather pathetic also..

okie.. i'm losing moi views.. good bye.. n say hello to organic chem.