stayed up late to read the book 'SENIOR' ytd nite.. it's a chinese bk i borrowed in sch la.. the librarian introduced to me de.. i love her manz!! the book somehow brings out my present situation.. even thou it's nt the same exactly..but it brings out my feelings.. n my thought.. n most importantly.. it teached me sth.. tt is no matter wad it is.. i hafa bear the consequences.. be it one day i made a wrong decisions or wad.. be it frens turning their backs on me.. be it one day my beloved leave me.. it's juz life n i hafa learn to live with it.. let it be a chance to teach miself a lesson...