if oni life ish so simple as it is spelt as L-I-F-E... riteo?
ahh.. siann... stomach been feeling unwell..n i'm alwaes tired.. n worn out... siann diao..wad's wrong with mi? i've no idea.. i've been trying all means to do my best... to better everything..infact trying to make things as perfect as possible.. but life isnt simple coz it doesnt allow things to do in my ways? ha ha ha..wad a life i'm leading.. how come it's so much more complicated than ppl? there r probs which i'm not facing alone.. but there r definitely certain n alot more things i'm facing alone... a battle i've got no confidence in.. coz 1 wrong move i'll b in deep shit... true enuff it's stressful sia..
somehow.. thru alot things.. a REAL part of the REAL world i've been thru.. i've learnt to be a fren i've known... nigel... n i mean the him in the past.. one who keeps quite alot things to himself(i assume?) but he giv mi tis kinda impression n i've proven it to MYSELF! n i find tt his ways of doing things do make sense to me NOW.. coz it make no sense to tell ppl..esp when u dun even knoe howa express it.. n they cant help u.. alth they can b a listening ear... let me de-stress... but i'm tiredd.. i need a shoulder i can lean on... so now.. i've decided to.. keep things to myself le.. i'm not going to a total depression mode like in the past.. but i juz wanna.. be a different me... it's not a total 'good' or 'bad' me.. but to me.. it's sth tt..i feel to allow me to survive... to at least lemme knoe ..wad i m doing all this while.. wad a life i'm leading... so much things... it isnt sth i expect in a jc...