realised there's more than 1 person lying to me... for god's sake... n i juz saw sth i shldnt hav seen..my instinct told me 2 days ago tt sth is going on..sth fishy..but juz didnt expect it..aRGgGg! dammit... m i dumb? yeap.. so now i've been told that... i've been waiting like a fool... so now its all over...all over n over n still.... all over despite myself trying to console n lying to myself.. m i asking too much? i'm sorri if i ever hav given u ani pressure...i'm sorri....sorri for not listening to my frens' advices... i'm sorri..haiz...