my wish didnt cum true... is it i'm not sincere enuff?
lucky ytd in claz got suep n lynn pei wo... trying to calm n console me... i understand...i juz hope tt..situation wun get worst... i'm lost totalli...i walked to the side... looking into the forest-like area... looking down... but i knoe... i wun die even if i jump from there...tts a true fact...unless mayb i go down with my head 1st ba... ha ha ha...i dread going home now...until everything ish settled..haiz..
things dun go right... i cant seem to ctrl anithing...its all outa my hands... fark life.... its so tiring... i dunno wad i was doin in the afternn... running away frm the canteen... to the toilet... n shock lynn? again..n once again..again n again... chose to vent my frustration in tears... i'm tired...wo heng lei...
end of happiness... last yr...was an unlucky year..tis yr...it chose to be a sad year....
facing with probs of sch wk... friendship...n now...family.... wad m i supposed to do? will everything b fine once i'm gone? or put it in tis way... i dun wanna see any more... then..

slash me...stab me...or juz...simply kill me... or watch me die...haizzz...y m i still so miserable..?
all i can see infront of me..its only red... blood red...