i hate to struggle
i hate to fight
spare me

i realise i realli can shed tears easily...but not so power as the lil ger actress in the show "pao ba hai zi"... she can choose to shed whenever she wan..but i cant..bcoz sometimes i'm caught unaware myself too..tt when tears juz flow on... nt sth which i tink is good? juz tt i'm very emotionally affected...by the past n surrounding n by ppl ard me...it's not a good thing i guess... tis is juz too tiring...