afraid...scared...frightened...fear...bad phenomenon... since 7pm plus juz now till now..suddenli very very scaredd...felt very uncomfortable n uneasy... as if sth is going to happen either tml or on fridae...it's very unusual tis feeling...i seldom hav tis kinda stuff coming... m i being paranoid? my heart beating very hard n fast...i've no idea wad's going on..its juz like as if i hav lotsa lotsa work haven do...n i cant seem to finish them... but i hav no wk to do noW??!!! omg! horrible terrible incorrigible..WAD's hAppENing? lack of security? i feel so god damn lost.... i cant even speak properli...
sometimes i dun understand..i tried to take things easy le... try not to bother myself with so much things..but i juz dun understand there's tis feeling of.... erm... fear...fear tt i'll lose everything.... hiaz...i'll request to b the god for one minute to find out wad's wrong...