to cry is every woman's right

but it shows weakness

i'm weak

bathing my face in tears these 2 nights... i'm afraid.. very very scaredd... hence.. i'm hiding at home... avoid any chance tt i will see him..to prevent myself.. from seeing him.. haiz.. its so hard n cruel to stop one from loving another.. its a cruel thing...
been staying up late to watched vcds these 2 nights... coz i cant get to slp... went IMM to see some furnitures... n perhaps..i'm renovating...my room... gonna hav a queen size bed... new tables..new cupboards..n a bigger wardrobe...for my clothes..ha ha ha

sumtimes i wonder..m i a ger? zY told mi tt i hav lost half the personality of a real girlll...hav i? lolx.. bcoz i dun go for exp branded goods like cucci or LV... i oni buy wad i like.. nt more of ani brand... n esp.. i hatE make-up.. caking up my face...so disgusting..ha ha ha...

for xmas.. my frens... so sweeet of them..to send mi xmas greetings.. esp those wit cards..thX u~ love them... but i'm so sorri tt i didnt do the same.. simply.. i hav no mood. n i'm sick.. n.. i hate xmas... ha ha ha

wad kinda guy i like? i dunno.... askin me? i dunno even knoe what n who i m.. n how i'm living my life in... ha ha ha